Last day of CNY dinner. Motivations

Its the last day of chinese new year and we celebrated it in brissy delightful fashion, steamboat. We kinda had small dishes but managed to finish most of our food except for the vege. It wasn't splendid top class standard but i think for me i really enjoy the company of my brissy friends taking their time off doing their work or from their cosy house to gather at our place. I think it means alot to me as i didn't manage to go back home to celebrate with my family and my friends being here, are part of my brissy family.

So many things have happened within such short period of time and I'm thankful that I've made such wonderful friends and I also have marvelous housemates this sem. Even its the last day of CNY, I still look forward to gatherings with them in the very near future. We dun really have alot of time left in brisbane too.. Just 3 more months... I'll make full use of this time to do things s i won't regret.

3 more months to graduation.. In work wise, I think i'm still got some more pushing to do. I'm so motivated now and i know that things will work out if i push even harder. I'm all out for 1st class!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~ ARHOOO!!!!~~~~

I feel tt.....

How should i put this... I think i've gotten over things and will thus far move on with life. :) Had a chat with a good friend and realized that things happen so lesson could be learn whether good or bad. So after the lesson we just have to move on and embrace the future. :)

I will pursuit whichever is best for me and won't hold back.

Relieved..

Things are looking more lively in brissy now tt my house's packed with the supposed strength. The house's dynamics are not too shabby and i think its going to be quite a good stay ahead. :) Just glad that there are people that i can complain to and share stuff with. Felt relieved and motivated.. Perhaps i need people to provide me with the motivations and strength i need to work even harder... hahah.. weird but yea..Alrights.... Back to work...

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I dunno how to express my mixed feelings.... Its suppose to be a joyous period for cny. But all seems to not be working out for me. It feels so much to take it on alone. I know I'm not in the worst senarios amongst my peers. But it's really getting to me..

random thoughts...

Its been a while now...Anyhow, these few days or rather, weeks have been torturous for me. Labs not going well, experimental faults and failures, house moving, being "alone" in australia now that my hsemate have gone too.

I recently moved to mitre street and its quite a good place to stay really. Its just that i have quite a bit of things to go around and moving that is really tiring. Clearing the depper house should be listed as one of the milestone i achieved in my entire lifetime. The amount of rubbish created and left behind is indescribable. haha.. but at last, with the help of Nelson, Junhui and especially Faith, we manage to clear out most of the stuff. Of course there are still stuff lying around for instance the carpet and some racks here and there as I blog. Too much of a hassle clear, not even talking about cleaning.

When the cleaners i engaged come to look at the hse, was kinda embarrassed by the mess i created and they needed to clear. and they told me it would take forever to clear up the hse, charging me $120 more!!! omg.. hai~~ But still have to do it.

I hope this saga of depper will be over soon although i know the agent is gonna pick on things like the hole in the wall, bla bla bla and deduct things from me. Now i just dread to go back and pack the remaining things. So demoralising.

Lab hasn't been kind to me as well. Keep screwing up my experiments and samples are so limited now thanks to a certain someone. ha...

Whatever it is, i only got 3 more months and i ain't got time to waste on non-priority stuff. Oh well, there's still a long battle ahead to fight. till then.