I think i shouldn't be too hopeful but yet i wanna be.. Just by having small expectations sometimes do get you down when not met. But by not having a aim sorts of like get u no where. But then, do we do something or go for something when we actually know tt its almost impossible but yet again may bring you small sparkles of work, job, love, life satisfaction?
I wonder.....
Monday, November 30, 2009
random...
things have certainly slowed down these few days and life has been treating me slightly better
I've received new directions and better supervision for my project and thus have an even clear motivation to strive for the things i need.
Had been spending perhaps too much money these few days as well by not cooking and really feel bad about it. Must start to cook nowadays to cut cost already. Too much a pampered life will lead to bo liu!
Not entirely satisfied with my honours results thus far but well, its over and now i've gotta strive for greater heights and achieve higher aims to pull me back into track. I promise i will put in even more effort than i use to.
Everybody is going back for summer leaving only a few behind. It might not be a bad thing if i think of it in another point of view. Ah well, I've just gotta look hard into reality. Nobody is gonna be with u forever. You've just gotta suck it up sometimes.
I've received new directions and better supervision for my project and thus have an even clear motivation to strive for the things i need.
Had been spending perhaps too much money these few days as well by not cooking and really feel bad about it. Must start to cook nowadays to cut cost already. Too much a pampered life will lead to bo liu!
Not entirely satisfied with my honours results thus far but well, its over and now i've gotta strive for greater heights and achieve higher aims to pull me back into track. I promise i will put in even more effort than i use to.
Everybody is going back for summer leaving only a few behind. It might not be a bad thing if i think of it in another point of view. Ah well, I've just gotta look hard into reality. Nobody is gonna be with u forever. You've just gotta suck it up sometimes.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Lost soul....
I guess i too have my emo days....I FEEL LIKE SHITTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
House inspection, selling of car, looking for new house, cleaning of house, trying to work hard on honours.
Failing house inspection, fail selling of car, failed in fighting for house, failed on scoring for research proposal.
How bad can life treat me sometimes??? Who says life is easy overseas??? Who says that its alright to fall down???
I feel so sad, dejected, lonely, unappreciated, and just so tired from everything....
House inspection, selling of car, looking for new house, cleaning of house, trying to work hard on honours.
Failing house inspection, fail selling of car, failed in fighting for house, failed on scoring for research proposal.
How bad can life treat me sometimes??? Who says life is easy overseas??? Who says that its alright to fall down???
I feel so sad, dejected, lonely, unappreciated, and just so tired from everything....
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Hell weeks and hard work paid off...
Finally got myself settled down to pen down some thoughts for my blog these few weeks.
Well, these few weeks had been a horrible with many super late nights and nightmares with the thesis and presentations
In my thesis period, had so much amendments when i first got the stuff back from Bob. Felt so disappointed in my scientific ability but I must really say i'm lucky to have chosen bob as my supervisor. He edited my work to a scientific analysis.
Had my presentation today and was glad that it went quite well although had minor hiccups with my Q and A. Happy with my practice and also hard work paid off. during my presentation, i think i had made an offensive finger sign (opposite view of *twist*, it actually means "COME FUCK ME to french)... omg.!!! lol..no wonder my lab group people and gabs were laughing away... hahah... but it should be alright la..
Hope tt i can continue this standard and make it pass through the finishing line with a bang.
Now just gonna wait for feedbacks from the academics anf see how it goes... Fingers and legs crossed.
Well, these few weeks had been a horrible with many super late nights and nightmares with the thesis and presentations
In my thesis period, had so much amendments when i first got the stuff back from Bob. Felt so disappointed in my scientific ability but I must really say i'm lucky to have chosen bob as my supervisor. He edited my work to a scientific analysis.
Had my presentation today and was glad that it went quite well although had minor hiccups with my Q and A. Happy with my practice and also hard work paid off. during my presentation, i think i had made an offensive finger sign (opposite view of *twist*, it actually means "COME FUCK ME to french)... omg.!!! lol..no wonder my lab group people and gabs were laughing away... hahah... but it should be alright la..
Hope tt i can continue this standard and make it pass through the finishing line with a bang.
Now just gonna wait for feedbacks from the academics anf see how it goes... Fingers and legs crossed.
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